Sunday, October 28, 2007

Gone Baby Gone



I think it's safe to say that this is the best film I've seen since Million Dollar Baby and that one shook me to the core. The thing I love the most about cinema is that you absolutely can never predict how a film is going to affect you. There's no rhyme or reason behind it. You just walk out of a theater moved, haunted, and changed without ever knowing what hit you. It's an indescribably beautiful phenomenon.

So can I even begin to put into words why I loved Gone Baby Gone so much? Well I'm here posting about it so I guess I should try. First and foremost, Casey Affleck's performance. Whenever I think about the expressions, or lack of expressions on his face, and the sad desperation in his voice, it gives me chills. Maybe it's knowing that he was being directed by his brother that makes the difference. I felt Casey's absolute dedication to getting this character right come out of every second he was on the screen.

And that brings me to the direction, the second biggest highlight of the film for me. I honestly had to keep reminding myself that Ben Affleck was the man behind it all. This is truly a tour de force for him. I loved how understated the performances were and how he was able to tap into the complexity of these characters without reducing any of them to stereotypes. By the end of the film you simply could not decide who was right and who was wrong even though every person in one way or another had done something terrible to someone else. I love a film that doesn't insult its audience by trying to convince it that the world is only one kind of place. While Gone Baby Gone does deal with the dichotomy of good versus evil and everyone's own personal system of ethics, I don't consider it to be a morality play. You never get the feeling that the film is being preachy and you certainly don't walk away with any answers.

Ben Affleck's direction and filmmaking style reminded me a lot of Clint Eastwood's which explains why this film had a similar effect on me that Million Dollar Baby had. I'm not sure if it's that Affleck and Eastwood were actors before becoming directors but I feel with both of them that there is this life force behind their films. And I don't mean that in a "man behind the curtain" kind of way where it's obvious someone is pulling the strings throughout. I mean that you can feel how dedicated they are to telling a story. When you look at every decision that had to be made by the director, i.e. who to cast as extras, how to light a scene, when to cut away, when not to cut away, when to push an actor to his/her limits, you realize how much a film is really a child born out of a director's passion and imagination. It is Ben Affleck who is responsible for every emotion and thought that will be experienced by the people who will watch his film and for that he really deserves to be commended.

One last thing I'd like to say about Gone Baby Gone is that it captures the city of Boston in a way I've never quite seen on film. I think what I love most about it is that this is Ben Affleck's hometown which everyone must know by now he loves and takes pride in. However, he doesn't glamorize the city and if anything he makes it seem like a pretty gruesome and brutal place to live. The people are hard, the streets are slimy, and you get a sense that those who are born there will never get out. I appreciate the fact that Ben Affleck respects Boston enough to show it as it really is. He cuts through the skin of the city and exposes its ugly insides and the result is absolutely beautiful.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

More yummies!

Okay now it's time to seriously get down to business. EW recently finished their Ultimate Hotties series with a tribute to the men of the 1960s and earlier. As much as I love Hugh, Christian, Clive, Russell, and all the rest, these gents are truly the cream of the crop. You just don't get any classier or sexier then vintage Hollywood movie stars and the following twelve men are it as far as I'm concerned.

Warren Beatty



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment Wooing Faye Dunaway into a romance — and a life of crime — from outside her bedroom window in 1967's Bonnie and Clyde

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment The bedroom scene in Bonnie and Clyde has stayed with me since the moment I saw it. I think that was the first time I was exposed to an honest love scene in the movies. It was raw and emotional and showed the darker side of seduction and sexual connection.

Jean-Paul Belmondo



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment As the sexy bad-boy Michel, practicing his Bogart moves on Patricia (Jean Seberg) in 1960's Breathless

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment AH-greed. I saw Breathless in my Intro to Film class sophomore year and I'd probably have to say that my love for Jean-Luc Godard films and French New Wave cinema started with that initial attraction I felt toward Jean-Paul Belmondo. I mean, who doesn't love a guy who's got a man-crush on Bogey?

Marlon Brando



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment Making the T-shirt an iconic garment by sporting a snugly fitting one throughout 1951's A Streetcar Named Desire

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment Yes, it's hard not to go with the sweaty T-shirt moments of Streetcar but in my personal opinion Marlon Brando's hottest stuff was in Guys and Dolls. I love the relationship between Brando's bad boy gambler and Jean Simmons's high-minded mission worker. The whole 'opposites attract' cliche can get pretty tired in movies but here it is absolutely wonderful to watch.

Montgomery Clift



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment Playing the prettiest cowboy ever opposite John Wayne in 1948's Red River — and being seduced by Joanne Dru

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment I just watched Hitchcock's I Confess and I gotta say I felt guilty about how much I was lusting after his character the whole time. He plays a Catholic priest in the film, by the way.

Sean Connery



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment A few minutes into Dr. No (1962): A tuxedoed gentleman is playing a high-stakes game of baccarat and compliments a ravishing brunette:

"I admire your courage, Miss...?"
"Trench. Sylvia Trench. I admire your luck, Mr...?"
"Bond. James Bond."


Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment Anyone who has seen Hitchcock's Marnie knows that the film is extremely provocative and at times very difficult to watch. And while there's no denying the disturbing nature of the rape scene, there's also no denying how unbelievably powerful Sean Connery's presence is in the scene. Part of you feels pity for Marnie while the other part cannot help but fall under Connery's spell.

James Dean



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment As a teen misfit who tries to protect those weaker than him in 1955's Rebel Without a Cause.

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment Agreed. It doesn't get much better than Rebel. I particularly love how he deals with all the bullies who have it out for him. "I'm cute too."

Clint Eastwood



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment As cowpoke Rowdy Yates on Rawhide (1959-66), merely opening his eyes wide and flashing his grin — two habits Sergio Leone apparently rid him of for A Fistful of Dollars and the rest of Eastwood's career.

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment When I think about Clint Eastwood and why I have so much love and adoration for him, I always come back to the cool swagger and icy stare of the character he made famous in Sergio Leone's "The Man with No Name" trilogy. He's funny, sexy, and as confident as any man has ever been in the history of the world.

Clark Gable



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment For uttering one of Hollywood's most famous lines: "Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn." (Gone with the Wind, 1939)

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment For me it's It Happened One Night and getting ready for bed in the infamous "Walls of Jericho" scene. I love the banter between Gable and Claudette Colbert but it's the subtle moments in between that really get me. I don't think sexual tension has ever been brought to the screen so beautifully.

Cary Grant



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment He's impossibly elegant and full of rakish charm playing the larcenous John Robie of Alfred Hitchcock's To Catch a Thief (1955)

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment The train scene from North by Northwest. I think it epitomizes exactly what made Cary Grant such a classic Hollywood leading man. To this day, no male movie star has ever been able to deliver the brand of class and sophistication that for Cary Grant came as easy as putting on a grey suit.

Gene Kelly



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment Whipping off his cape at the start of the fantasy tango to "La Cumparsita" in 1945's Anchors Aweigh. A man looks his best when he's at his best.)

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment I don't know but for me being in love is like dancing around in the rain like a big sap. Of course no one illustrated that better than Gene Kelly in Singin' in the Rain. You just don't see grown men in real life being so unabashedly silly and romantic and that's why Gene Kelly is such a beloved part of Hollywood history.

Paul Newman



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment Standing outside Joanne Woodward's bedroom wearing nothing but boxers and that grin in 1958's The Long, Hot Summer

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment Well if you're a sucker for pool sharks like me then there's absolutely nothing hotter than Paul Newman in The Hustler. And it's not just his mad pool skills that get me. All of those intimate and ridiculously sexy scenes he shares with Piper Laurie are almost too painful to watch.

Gregory Peck



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment The two seconds that the outlaw towers over ghost-town tomboy Anne Baxter in 1948's Yellow Sky, before stealing the hottest kiss in the Western genre

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment Young Gregory Peck, old Gregory Peck, it's all very, very good. I think though my defining moment with him was when I first saw Spellbound. I know, I'm going with yet another Hitchcock film but his beauty in this movie is undeniable. I'll never forget both my mom and me gasping as soon as he came on the screen.


So that about does 'er! I know it may seem strange to lust after and worship men who are either old and crotchety or have been dead for years, but trust me. Rent any one of these movies and you'll understand.

Friday, October 12, 2007

The little things

I don't know why but this picture makes me indescribably happy. ZQ's arms, Masi's adorable smile, Milo's new haircut (yeah I still haven't gotten over it, Mom), the way they're all maxin' and relaxin', it's all wonderful. And what better way to celebrate Friday than by paying tribute to those little things that get you through the work week. Thanks, men of Heroes. You're the best :)

Sunday, October 7, 2007

Why do we envy?

Nobody's life is perfect. In fact, most people deal with a lot of problems and hardships. So why do we spend more time wishing we had someone else's life instead of our own? I often think about this strange tendency of human beings because I am extremely guilty of it myself. The funny thing is...I really do like my life. There are things that I wish I could change but for the most part I think I'm doing very well for a 24 year-old female. And the interesting thing is, while I may sometimes want someone else's life, I never want to be someone else. So if that's true, what's the point in envying?

There is no point. Unfortunately though feeling envious is part of human nature. No matter how secure we are with ourselves and our lives, there is always something someone else has that we want. So rather that beat ourselves up for experiencing the feelings, I think it's important to figure out how to deal with the feelings constructively. Lately I've been realizing a lot about how the human mind functions and although it may sound cliche, it's all about attitude. The same thought or feeling could crop up in two people and the way those two people choose to deal with that thought or feeling absolutely determines how happy each person will be.

I could look at my life in the following way: I have a boring job, I'm poor, single, and all my best friends live 70 miles away. Or I could look at it like this: I have great writing and cooking skills. I'm taking acting classes which has been my dream since I was a child. I have a full-time job with great benefits. I'm working on publishing my first book. I have an amazing family. I have good health because I run, do yoga, and eat well. I have a fantastic apartment that I share with the best roommate in the world. And perhaps my greatest asset of all...I have a never ending desire to be a good person.

It's silly to assume that someone else's life is perfect because he or she may have a bunch of exciting things I don't have. People also have a wide variety of problems, insecurities, and hangups that I wouldn't want to touch with a 10-foot pole! And some people are really good at hiding these things so their lives will always seem perfect on the outside. We can never know the whole picture which is really the biggest reason why being envious is misguided and pointless. But like I said earlier, it's a part of human nature and the only thing we can do to rise above it is acknowledge the emotion, move on, and start appreciating what have.

Like I always say, life's too short to dwell on the negative. Never let yourself be angry, guilty, vengeful, or envious for longer than a moment. There's a whole world out there to be enjoyed and with the right attitude, anything is possible.

Thursday, October 4, 2007

"He melts my foolish heart in every single scene..."

Recently, EW did a photo gallery tribute to the "ultimate male hotties" of the last fifteen years or so. This tribute really had nothing to do with acting chops or Oscar caliber performances. It was purely a dedication to the men they think heat up the screen. While I appreciate and very much agree with their sentiments, I decided to take those same "hotties" and consider what I think makes them so sexy.

Now unlike a lot of male moviegoers who would actually pay to see Good Luck Chuck for the sole reason of maybe seeing Jessica Alba naked, I actually have an affection for these lads that goes beyond physical appearance. Eye candy is lovely but if I'm already scarfing down nachos and Raisinets what I want more than anything is a little cinematic nutrition. The following actors are just that. They are absolutely thrilling to watch because they'll do anything to convey a character accurately and honestly. Yes, it helps that they are good-looking, but if you've ever seen The Insider, Courage Under Fire or The Machinist you'll know that hotness isn't always about being pretty. To me it's about being fearless and at one time or another, every man on this list has taken a leap.

But hey, if all that stuff about acting and "maintaining the integrity of a role" has you totally bored, there are plenty of ways you can enjoy all the guys on this list, and E-dubs and I have illustrated several.


Christian Bale



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment Who knew the kid from The Empire of the Sun would grow up to be a work of art? We love him best as the sexiest Bruce Wayne to hit the big screen in Batman Begins

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment For pure sex appeal, I've gotta say American Psycho. But my heart AND uterus skipped a beat watching him play a struggling husband and father in 3:10 to Yuma.


George Clooney



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment Successfully wooing the U.S. marshal (Jennifer Lopez) who means to put him back in prison in 1998's Out of Sight

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment I have to agree with E-dubs on this one. The bathtub, the hotel room, it was all very, very good.


Terrence Howard



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment Slipping a garter off an icy (but quickly melting) bridesmaid in 1999's The Best Man

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment The final moments of The Brave One. It's a very controversial ending to a very controversial film but Terrence did such a beautiful job. We ladies love of a guy who can be tender and sensitive while also kicking some major ass.


Jake Gyllenhaal



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment Shaving in a car's side-view mirror, moments before meeting his soon-to-be-lover Heath Ledger in 2005's Academy Award-winning Brokeback Mountain

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment I really need to go back to where it all began. I first saw Jake in Donnie Darko about five years ago and it remains my favorite performance of his to this day. Smart, witty, tortured, heroic...Donnie was the kind of guy you wish had gone to your high school.


Hugh Jackman



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment With his razor-sharp claws and superhuman physical capabilities in the X-men film series, Wolverine is no doubt at the head of the pack

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment Taking care of the sobbing mess that was Ashley Judd in Someone Like You. While I've never met a man in real life who could go from misogynistic asshole to sensitive confidant in just 97 minutes, Hugh has enough charm and charisma to pull it off in this movie.


Ewan McGregor



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment As a dashing, starry-eyed poet, singing a medley of love songs on the rooftop with Nicole Kidman in 2001's Moulin Rouge

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment To this day I still wonder if Big Fish would have had the same impact on me if Tim Burton had instead cast his favorite leading man, Johnny Depp, in the lead role. I adore Johnny but Ewan McGregor gave this character a kind of whimsy that I don't think any other actor could have given it. The circus scene is absolutely beautiful to watch.


Wentworth Miller



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment Crashing Mariah Carey's wedding and using his killer stare to steal her away from Eric Roberts in the diva's "We Belong Together" video

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment Hands down Wentworth's hottest moment was when his Prison Break character Michael Scofield finally planted one on sexy prison doctor Sara Tancredi. The scene was tender, provocative, and probably one of the most-watched YouTube clips of all time.


Hugh Grant



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment As the hapless, hunky love interest of the engaging (and sadly engaged) Andie MacDowell in 1994's romantic dramedy Four Wedding and a Funeral

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment It's so hard to decide! I absolutely love him in Notting Hill and About a Boy but I think I have to go with his role as Prime Minister in Love Actually. Going to the "dodgy end" of Wandsworth and knocking on every door just to track down his lady, well it doesn't get much hotter than that.


Clive Owen



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment Bravely shepherding the last baby on Earth through a war zone in 2006's Children of Men

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment Okay so it doesn't exactly scream romantic, but Closer is definitely where you'll find Clive's sexiest stuff. Watching him berate and degrade his cheating wife (played against type by Julia Roberts) is infuriating, heart-breaking and arousing all at the same time.


Denzel Washington



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment Cheating on wife Joie Lee with siren Cynda Williams in 1990's Mo' Better Blues

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment I love to watch Denzel's character arc in Philadelphia. As lawyer Joe Miller, Denzel begins as a typical man's man, proud of his masculinity while also quite homophobic. Based solely on the challenge of it, Joe decides to represent Andy, a homosexual lawyer who was fired because he contracted AIDS. As the film progresses and Joe grows closer to Andy, it is beautiful to watch him let his guard down and open himself up to a world he was once repulsed by. If only every man could follow suit.


Russell Crowe



EW's Ultimate Hottie Moment In the Colosseum, avenging the murders of his beloved wife and son, in 2000's Gladiator

Z's Ultimate Hottie Moment Who doesn't love a good Western especially one with a great anti-hero. Russell Crowe gives us exactly that with his portrayal of Ben Wade in 3:10 to Yuma. Like the Man with No Name, Ethan Edwards, and Bill Munny, Ben Wade illustrates all the great qualities of a Western anti-hero and does it with confidence, intelligence and oodles of sex appeal.


Honorable Mention (E-dubs, how could you leave THESE guys off the list??)

Daniel Craig, Hugh Laurie, Adrien Brody, Aaron Eckhart, Joaquin Phoenix, and Matt Damon. Now did I leave off anyone? Let me know peeps!